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PinG xUAn
17 yrs old~~
simple plan rawks!
don talk bad bout me.

I wish...


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Friday, October 14, 2005

graduation coming...
a lil sad.. a lil happy.. i donno ~
gonna leave my sch my frenz.. sob sob~

songs intro:
just the girl - the click five
grow up - simple plan
wake up - hillary duff
we will be burning - sean paul
my humps - black eyed peas
errtime - nelly

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10/14/2005 04:19:00 PM

Tuesday, September 27, 2005

my bday party was great... had so much fun.. it was just excellent... crazy time together.. we played blow wind blow... truth or dare.. wow.. that's fun.. hehhe.. gonna upload d pics on my photoalbum soon...

neva had so much fun for a long time d.. my ipoh frenz came all.. and my taekwondo frens.. my godlittlesis.. and guess wat.. my godlilsis gave me a surprise .. brought my godbigsis together. wow... so surprised and so happy..

got 2 bodyglove tee shirts , one pillow, one long pillow, one pig~=.=" hehhe.. and erm... two eggs~ lolz...
the cake my mom made was so nice.. erm.. nice in terms of.. look and aso taste .. i finish the leftovers.. hahha.. gonna grow fat! hahha...

anywae.,... the farewell on sunday was touching.. cried~~ me only two drops o tearS? tried to resisst... ppl cried.. hehhe.. gary cried... hehhe.. like the own composed song so much.. gonna make studio like record this sunday.. yay...~! with flute aso.. hehhe...

ooo yea. btw ... i skipped sch today.. luckily din go sch... had stomach upset jus now.. >.<

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9/27/2005 11:02:00 AM

Friday, September 23, 2005

listening to crazy frog.. =.="
influenced by andrea.. hahha.. speaking frog language.. lolz...

tomorrow is my bday party.. ooo yea`!!
gonna clean d whole hse tomorrow.. yahoo~ erm.. not tat i like to clean but i gotta clean up the hse so tat my fren can come over night.. hehhhe..

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9/23/2005 05:01:00 PM

Wednesday, September 21, 2005

Crazy by simple plan

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look, I see
Young girls dying to be on TV
They won't stop till they've reached their dreams

Diet pills, surgery
Photoshopped pictures in magazines
telling them how they should be

is everybody goin crazy
is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

I guess things are not how they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
making kids feel like it's world war III

no one cares no one's there
I guess we're all just too damn busy
And money's our first priority
It doesnt make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy
is anybody gonna save me
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes
You'll see that something is wrong

Tell me what's wrong with society
when everywhere i look i see
rich guys driving big SUV's
while kids are starving in the streets

no one cares
no one likes to share
i guess life's unfair.....

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9/21/2005 12:29:00 PM

guess wat time.. 12.30 pm...
im not at school!!~
tis morning dad didnt set alarm clock, nobody set.. everybody just forgot.. so me and my sis woke up at 7.30am and it was just too late for school.. so both skipped school... lolz!!!

but it's kinda boring at home.. nth to do.. my sis watching cinderella 2.. and im forced to watch with her? =.="
oh well.. nth wrong huh...
lolz... im havin mosquito bites all around me.. it's so itchy!!! =D

im gonna change me blog skin soon.. m bored with this.. but.. sigh. lazy? lolz... ...
hmmph... im thinkin of studyin some more~ freak! =.="

ooo ya.. nice songs to intro.. simple plan crazy and meet you.. both these rawks.. lemme post the lyrics...

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9/21/2005 12:06:00 PM

Monday, September 19, 2005

im back~~!!!!
knew u all mizzed me so much~ lolz. my tagboard is flooded.. =.="
well.. bz for exams these days.. so decided to write diary in a diary.. hehhe.. tatz y neva blog~
im happy!!!! jus passed my burffday... got one belt from andrea, one watch from kevin and one ManU jersey from my sis~ wow.. nice nice nice!!! gonna hav my bday party on 24th .. sat tis week.. hehhehh. yea yea yea . would be nice.. youths from ipoh coming to my bday party and all my godlilsis.. so nice!
hehhe.. have been sending lots o sms nowadays .. my thumb become hard e the skin~ ble~

some more.. yah.. i play frenster more now.. so can send msg for me there..`~
and wish me luck for spm!!!!!!

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9/19/2005 05:25:00 PM

Monday, August 22, 2005

listening to jesse mccartney - the best day of my life..

trial is coming.. im ver nervous... studying very hard now... even though i am online now.. but.. ehheh.. resting for a while.. check frenster msg...

sigh... hope and prayerfully i can finish my syllabus.. working on add mahts.. fooh.... kampate... spm finish and i can fly... fly without wings!!!


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8/22/2005 11:50:00 AM

Saturday, August 20, 2005

yesterday went to ipoh parade.. so happy... got a jeans a shirt .... a slipper... yes! shopping frenzy b4 spm.. hahhha...
so happy.....
im so excited bout d fashion show next week.1!!! yes yes yes~!!!!
will tk pics and upload in my photo album.... remember to go and c yea!!!

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8/20/2005 01:10:00 PM

Saturday, August 13, 2005

d haze is terrible! gonna wear a mask soon.. wonder how ugly tat will be! =.="

my eyes hurt... sigh....

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8/13/2005 12:39:00 PM

Friday, August 12, 2005

Whoa... so hot and hazy... d air is terrible.. make my head so dizzy and blurr..
jus came back from running some errands... went to photostat things for class magazine, bought things for my ma and wanted to go cut my hair but that hairdresser tat cuts me hair is not in so.. tommorrow i think... now so tired.. sweating everywhere...

i m short of money !!!! ppl owe me money and havent give back.. sigh!~!!!!!!!!
nvm.. i will get it back sooner or later.. ehhhe....
im gonna WORK HARD for my trial.. my result this time is not good.. it's BAD! sigh.. so i din get d chance to REDEEM myself.. HAHHHA>...... crazy...

nvm.. i 'll try my very very VERY VERY best in my trial! and aso for my SPM.. yea eya yea... hehhhe..... exam freak m i? sigh... wat to do .. mus hav tis type of mentality to have the urge to study and improve....

last nite slept so so so early.. 8pm i slept.. wanted to wake up at 8.30 but i slept again and without realising it.. it was 6.45am when my pa woke me up.. got a shock.. wasted d whole night sleeping and din touch my book????!!!!! sigh.. nvm.. tonight work later.. hehhe....


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8/12/2005 05:04:00 PM

Thursday, August 11, 2005

check friendster msg.. hehhhe...
later 4.30 got tuition.. im seriously lack of sleep now.. sigh~~~
anywaez.. yesterday's PE was nice.. played basketball and volleyball... now whole body muscle pain.. hehhe...

tonight got practice for church worship... i play drum ..~~~!!!

den.... im gonna compose my class song.. gottta find inspiration.. hehhhe..

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8/11/2005 04:11:00 PM

Monday, August 08, 2005

hey.. farewell party on graduation day
steamboat, bbq??? give ideas pls.. so tat can be planned..


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8/08/2005 09:42:00 PM

today.... hmm.... tot of not goin to sch today... but finally i decided to go...
so .. it's monday and it's time for assembly...
as usual in d field.. d principal gave extremely boring speech...
i was teasing one prefect.. and it's so lucky tat the disiplin teacher passed by.. he stood in front of me.. looked at me from top to bottom with a stern and stupid fierce face.. and asked "do you count urself as a prefect?!" i just looked at him.. trying to be innocent but polite?~ =.=" and said" huh?" den he looked at me again for a while and went away.. crazy... donno wat did i done wrong besides teasing d prefect.. hehhe... din care bout it tat much... continued talking after he left.. hahha~

today two period of physics no teacher... discussed with d class bout d class magazine.. but nobody gave reply.. i cant be mad so i just went one by one to ask their opinion... sigh~ so sun fu! anywaez .. sun fu for a while lar.. wat to do.. in such class.. tat nobody dare to give opinion openly.. so not open...

afternoon ... slept d whole afternoon.. leg was pain when i woke up and realised only 15 mins left for my tuition.. fell down twice and strained my leg.. sigh!!!!! anyway .. finally i went tuition too... hehe....

at night went to night market for half an hour.. sigh~ my sis got tuition so gotta come back so early....

hmm.. wonder later wat time will i sleep.. :)

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8/08/2005 09:31:00 PM

Saturday, August 06, 2005

chatting and smsing.. so busy.. hehe...

erm.. busy day today

firstly went to pecutan akademik in school...
d bm one was really boring.. i listened to mp3 when d teacher talks.. (mostly rubbish...)

den after tat physics..... sigh... he treats us all as Einstein.. haven teach ask us do exercise and his speed of teaching is like d speed of light.. omg.. can teach the whole topic in two period... crazy... so i went out of d class early at 12.00 to attend my farewell party...
when i reached d hall, nobody was there.. i was so fed up and i was so hungry
so when my fren came i went out and eat..
den after tat only started at 1pm.. =.="
anyway.. it turned out quite fun for me..
the committeez were quite upset cuz d ajk din turn up cooperative enuf.. one of them cried.. i comforted her... because i experienced d same thing during my drama.. tat is everything i do own my own and nobody seems to appreciate and all they know is to criticise watever u do...sigh.. don wanna think bout it~!!!!

spm coming.. yaY? or booh~

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8/06/2005 11:20:00 PM

Friday, August 05, 2005

my parents singing now..
so tired.. my mood changes so fast today...
suddenly i will be frustrated ... den happy den tired.. den sad.. AHHHH!
wat happen...
now so hot.. d eyes so tired.. headache..... sigh!!!!!!

i finally finish taking my graduation photo.~ tomorrow can get i think... i
don like tat 2 stupid women in d photo shop.. thinks that they are so ... WAT! dont like them.. squeeze their eyes out ar!

tat camera man was ok.. my fren.. hehhe...

okies.. wanna rest a while..

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8/05/2005 09:26:00 PM

Thursday, August 04, 2005

sigh.. today donno y so down..
listening to my mp3 (again)
my biology i studied but i donno wat d question wants... sigh.. hope i can go through it...

nth special happened today.. wrote d countdown to spm, spm trial and my birthday on my white board.. hehhe...

now reading the whole lot of bulletin on my frenster bulletion board...

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8/04/2005 03:06:00 PM

Wednesday, August 03, 2005

AHHHH!!! today i cant finish doin my add maths!!!
i was sweating all over and.. and.. the hands so numb n headache.. wow.. the tension and stress was so great.. literally pushing me!!
first time in my life i had such experience!

hehhe.... so long neva post.. i had not been goin on9 or going outta my house since months?? like study freak now.. i don wanna be liddat but im forced to...

hehhe.. anywaez.. hope i can still be normal after everything...

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8/03/2005 06:52:00 PM

Tuesday, July 26, 2005

listening to let me go by 3 doors down.. :) nice!
erm.. today very crazy in class.. everybody so high! hehhe.........
tis friday got home cell in my hse.. andrea coming! kevin coming! charrisa!!! yea/!!! fun .. hahhha....
nth speciall today.. quite tired..

gonna slog hard this week!
next week exam!!!! yea yea yea.. (y am i so happy cuz next week exam??)

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7/26/2005 05:54:00 PM

Thursday, July 21, 2005

tis morning.. d chemsitry quiz was tough... hehhe...
my fren almost fainted today.. the one who sitted beside me..
so she went home during recess.
den after recess i was singing:"lonely.. im miss lonely...."
hhhehhhe/.. we were so crazy.. we changed e song lyrics... "lonely..i m not lonely.. i hav no worries.."
me eating swiss roll now...
had a free hair blow by the wind outside.. hahhha...
later got tuitoin.. a bit boring.. sigh.. but wat to do... sun fu for tis few months and i be queen of freedom.. hehhhe!!!!

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7/21/2005 04:06:00 PM

bad hair day today
went to public phone to make phone call.. d wind blow and there goes my hair.. sigh!!!!!

thristy lar!!!
go buy drinks!

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7/21/2005 03:40:00 PM

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

hmm... today i went through d most challenging thing.... know wat??
my face allergy.... got two red pathces under my both eyes.. wat e.. tis morning i woke up n i din wanna go to sch.. sigh.. my mom wanted me to go...
sigh.. i covered my face and it was such a hard time..
bio eksp... did with potometer jisim.. quite succesful.. i wrote my own report!!! first time.. hehhe... i alwiz copied last time.. hehhhe... so.. it was so satisfying to c d teacher say:"hmm.. yes.. good.. yes..." when she read my report.. hahhhahhha!!!!!

now eating kacang putih... nyam nyam..
eating like pig nowadays.. hahhha.. to reduce stress i think???

tomorrow got chemistry quiz.. gotta study again tonite...

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7/20/2005 04:40:00 PM

Tuesday, July 19, 2005

blog = online diary??? yea.. i suppose so...
last nite chat with fren in d middle o e night... wow... hehhe....
she said she felt very happy and i was happy for her... it's nice to know tat ur fren is happy rite..
today in school... 3 periods no teacher.. and i was so cold... luckily i brought my cardigan.. learnt lesson from yesterday... hehhe... biology today was quite interesting..
somebody spread one rumour bout the toilet got ghost... say the window got ppl's hand print there.... wat lar.. i went to c.. and know wat was it?? remember d rain last nite.. omg.. its d rain tat made tat print.... sigh!! liddat aso can come out as ghost in e toilet! some more this gurl is from my class.. wat lar.!!!
chemistry today got test.. so difficult..
everybody seem so tired today.. i look back and found almost everyone sleeping in class when teacher is not teaching.. hehhe.. should hav brought camera to take it down... hehhe....
today d biology tuition is canclled.. my teacher went into hospital.. her lung d donno wat burst d... sigh! so cham~~~ hehhhe...

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7/19/2005 03:34:00 PM

Monday, July 18, 2005

it's so cold today....
i shivered in class.. hehhe... luckily xiao long gave me his jacket... feel so happy... hehhe...
happened sth very interesting in d physics lab today...
hui xin asked mr.lam sth.. den yong sheng gave a stupid answer.. den he tot it's funny so he laughted.. jaswin say it's not funny.. den d teacher came in front of him and say VERY FUNNY! den he shouted : "HA HA HA!"
so funny.. hahhhahhhahhahhhah!
den during afternoon chemistry tuition, yong sheng gave a cold joke again.. den d whole class say HA HA HA! so funny... tease until he gonna cry .. hahhha~

teacher gave 2 essays to write lar.. one is - music is a blessing or a curse.. i wrote it's blessing of course.. den another one is 'how long do you wanna live and why? wat do u wanna accomplish in ur lifetime?
interesting topic.. hehhe.. i wrote one.... another one to go...

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7/18/2005 03:40:00 PM

Thursday, July 14, 2005

wanted to go and take my graduation photo again.. my kai mui suddenly say kenot go wt me...
i am so angry now.. i sms her and call her so many times.. not even once replied till 15 mins later.. wat lar... im gonna scold her like hell later!
tis saturday and sunday home alone... cuz my family goin to fetch my sis to kl to study.. i have sth on in school tat i kenot miss and i had to stay at home... wlell.. it's my world den...
i m goin to ask my kai mui they all come and sleep wit me in my house..
my fren in ipoh is havin some prob.. i donno y.. i feel sad aso for her... tat day i almost cried in tuition after listening to her...... but i controlled myself.. sigh.. but now should be okay d.. i hope... sigh sigh sigh!!!!!!

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7/14/2005 03:52:00 PM

Friday, July 08, 2005

wow.. so long neva post...
its so tiring and stressful now...
i only get to sleep 6 hrs a day.. hw hw hw... alwiz hw in my list..
now doin other things is like wasting my time.. wat e... my form 5 life will go on liddat till my spm is over..
d crazy principal is giving extreme pressure to us students cuz our mid term exam.. we din do well... wat principal is this!!!!
later gonna take my graduation photo.. u want a copy?? contact me.. hehehe!
hope it will be nice..
my class magazine is finishing.. yea yea yea!!! so happy!!!!

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7/08/2005 02:55:00 PM

Saturday, July 02, 2005

so long neva post.. or rather so long neva come on9..
since last friday i was having a war with bacterias and virus.. haha~
was sick since last friday.. recovered now.. hehe..
imagine i couldnt even walk for few dayz ... thurs n fri din go to sch.. stayed at home and rest and sleep .. hehe.. so thin now.. like skeleton~ =.="

yay~ my class magazine is completing now.. quite happy bout it.. but the price is quite expensive.. i have to argue bout it with that greedy aunty... hehe~~
tomorrow i gonna watch initial d... but my family goin to watch war o the world!! i wanna c too~~ howhowhow.. am i gonna watch this o tat??? sigh! need to make choices..

i wanna get a new jacket o cardigan o sth liddat.. i think i lost mine and i will get cold in church and in d cinema o anywhere that will make me feeel cold.. haha~

there's lots o essay competition lately with nice cash prizes.. but jus i don hav d time to write them.. with lots o homework coming in .. and i gotta study for my exam.. first trail in school comin in august.. government trail is in september den after tat second school trail.. den after tat maybe thrid school trial den real exam.. hehe!~
after real exam.. pack my bags and get ready for national service! hah~ me .. in army suit! imagine it.. the gun will b heavier den me.. hahahha~
and i hav to do those kinda commando training... hehe.. hey ha!!! morning wake up early early den do aerobik and taekwondo.. so nice! hahaha~ totally different from wat i have been doin.. i quite like it though.. ppl pay to go for such courses and i get to go for 3 months.. FOC>. hahaaahaha~~~ getting high today.. haha~~

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7/02/2005 10:20:00 AM

Monday, June 20, 2005

listening to lonely song.. eheh.. nice lar
so happy recently . i donno y.. hehe..
my thumb sms till numb and red d.. like press guitar string liddat.
me and my ipoh fren, andrea.. wasey.. whole night sms aso can one. hahaha
so funny.. how on earth we can hav so many things to chat.. whole nite ler!!! not 1 o 2 hrs.. hehe. but it's all FREE>`~~~~~~ lalalalalala!


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6/20/2005 04:32:00 PM

Saturday, June 18, 2005

i gootta go for national service..
im chosen.. lalalala~
a bit crazy now... a little happy.. cuz i LOVE outdoor activities.. haahahah!
now depends on where i m sent to.. pray that i m sent to perak camp site..

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6/18/2005 11:48:00 AM

Friday, June 10, 2005

hi. in my dad's shop now...
sigh.. boring lar.
yesterday went to church for drama rehearsal... very ineteresting lar..
our leadder was such a good comedy acctor.. haha..
after practice went to behind tesco mamak stall eat eat.. wasey.. so nice..

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6/10/2005 10:56:00 AM

Wednesday, June 08, 2005

morning again
chatting to a keat. not chatting. jus donno.. it's not a chat. we cant talk for long.
yea. i liked him. donno whether i still like him.
anywaez. concentrate on exam first.

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6/08/2005 11:15:00 AM

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

today was quite a nice day. i recorded all my songs.
jus finish watching csi new york. now watching average joe.tis is like a men's competition. fighting for a not-very-beautiful gurl for me. the gurl is .. how to say. eww. not her look but her atitude. after every game, the winner can date her. den she will kiss them. everyone that wanted kiss. wat.. sigh~ i wont want such gurl if i were them. :)

today went to gym for taekwondo. i was happy i finally got to have sparring. it was fun. i got hurt and bruises few places but it was fun. and i heard sth bout my godlittlesis - sy.

she went to pangkor island with her group of frens. well.. that's ok. she got a bf lately. proud of tat. got a godlittlebrother-in-law?? hehe. but d thing i was quite shocked is. both of them slept together in pangkor on the bed. i mean... tat's nth tat wrong for grown ups tat can control themselves. but i don think sy can control herself very good yet. she's not a kid anymore.. she's the same age as me. i was jus surprised cuz they are together for about 1 week?? wow.. i donno wat's happening.
if it's brother. godbrother. good fren. maybe that's still ok. cuz there's no THAT kind o feeling. in bed, everything get passionate. sigh~ i did slept with a guy overnight too. my good fren. it's not tat we wanted to sleep together but i was sleeping on d bed and he jus came cuz wanted to share the bed. so we jus slept. :)
nth happened and no feeling. we were jus sleeping.
wat would a couple do on bed? think it urself.

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6/07/2005 10:32:00 PM

Monday, June 06, 2005


lame lar. im tagging my own tagboard. =.="

anywaez. im waiting to play drum. erm.. jus got my hair cut. wow. so light d the whole head. so nice lar. i think it's easier for me to study liddat. haha~
gonna start studyin today. got my holiday simple plan...

hehe.. sigh~ spm trial exam is coming nearer and nearer. i gotta study hard cuz i need this result to get my asian scholar to go to NUS. haha!

my blog like made for myself to c. so sienz. tagboard only me and wp o sulin. nobody else . all classmates all neva come. sigh~

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6/06/2005 11:18:00 AM

hi~ it's late at nite show~
im the star liew ping xuan.
anybody who doesnt know me can jump off the builidin for i am famous.

how lame~

yea. late in the night. everybody's sleeping. it's fun to be lame by urself. try it.

anywaez. chatting wit a old fren hui en whose gone to another school to study. and aso a webbie fren. sigh

but i bought keyboard today~ erm musical instrument keyboard not pc one. ahha~ happy cuz can compose songs again~~~~~ and aso bought drumstick. spent RM670 today and aso bought a termosk flask set for my parents' anniversarry. that took me another 100. FOOH~ 770.
gotta break my piggy bank again. =.="

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6/06/2005 12:40:00 AM

Thursday, June 02, 2005


first time i felt so boring. erm.. during holidays..
yesterday played the sims again.. wow.. it was great.. those kinda addicted feeling came back again! hahaha~ but perhaps shouldnt get TOO addicted this time cuz i gonna come back to my priority that is study for exam. haha~

now i get to play drum everyday.. yipee!!! so happy! i must improve and b a good drummer.. hahahahha! tat's my dream for now.
im thinkin bout me dream house too.. but surprisingly i am thinking more on the interior design. i lurve designer's art... those kinda simple but fantastic furnitures and decorations.. i lurve it.. saw it in mid valley last week. they were *** expensive.. but i will work hard for them.. a small house will do. but i want a purrfect design and decoration.. i will design my own house. b my own engineer and designer. but not the construction worker. hahah~

anywaez.. keep dreaming on first. and i will work for my dream~ my courier. my future.

seem so serious today.

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6/02/2005 09:26:00 AM